So I was flipping through my latest sketchbook last night, pretty pleased with the fact that I've actually finished a few things, when I came across a sketch I did a couple months ago, began to ink, and never finished. And you know what? I liked it. That is bizarre, I've rarely liked a piece a few weeks after doing it, let alone a couple of months. It's a picture of Neppa being sexy, I was gonna use it for a layout...somewhere. I think I shall finish it.

Work's progressing satisfactorily on my latest practice piece. Art is difficult for me because I'm really indecisive. That's probably why I find it hard to elevate myself, because I work on a piece and don't finish it for months because I couldn't decide how I wanted to do anything. The experimental chibi lolitas are helpful because I don't really have to worry about coloring or inking, since they're pretty standard for the style I chose, I'm mostly working on how I draw them. Who know, maybe they'll help with more sincere pieces later on. Also, I want to enter the egl art comm's June theme, which is fanart. But I have NO IDEA who I want to lolitize from my favorite fandoms D:

I got overdrafted for buying things too quickly >:[ I fucking hate big banks. I put in $186, checked my account online, and the deposit was listed. So I bought a few things, and they came out fine, especially since I used paypal and on Sundays businesses aren't normally open, so it took them another day to accept the transaction. But they still overdrafted me, because of some retarded policy. Whatever, I'm out $44. I'm pissed, but I need to get over it. I'm gonna use whatever money I'm not saving this summer to buy pretty clothes most people wouldn't be caught dead in. Especially a pair of yellow tea parties 8D

Oh yeah! I was bumming a little yesterday after watching this video, thinking how I'm not cool and have hardly any friends and never hang out with people, and everyone I know was included in the video...and watching it through a second time, I noticed I was in it! There's a clip where Leon's waving his gangly arms in the glass box outside my dorm and this blank girl is watching him like she's seen him do it a million times before...that's me!! I didn't even recognize myself at first XD I mean, sure my presence is kinda depressing, but I was included (somewhat)! So I'm bumming less.

Also, is stodge a word? I keep using it in my head to describe cranky old people at work.

I finally fucking finished this picture of avinastar, and I feel bad that it's so messy and took so long, but whatever, it's done D: I can stop trying to convince myself "I'll finish it tonight, no tomorrow, no the day after..."

In other news, I finally have money to buy things with! I have a pretty beefy list for the summer, but I'm gonna get some of the smaller things out of the way this week. This includes a new mousepad, since my old Harry Potter one is really gross. It is this MST3K mauspad. I am so pumped for it. Also, some stuff from queenofdorks shop Cute Plush, I've been eyeing her new acrylic necklaces for a few weeks. Also the newest G&LB, since I haven't gotten to get it yet. And finally a Pentel Pocket Brush Pen! Something I wanted to work on was the smoothness of my inking, and a good way to produce smooth inks is a brush. Matt has one of these and he swears by it , so I figure I better start practicin'.

Yeah, shut up to one, and all 'a dang y'all!

Fuck art supplies, I've decided I need the Batman Beyond unmasked action figure and the new JLU Bruce Wayne/Batman Beyond/Warhawk set. I don't care about Warhawk, but FUCK SHIT OLD BRUCE AND TERRY. That is SO WANT. And the unmasked Batman Beyond is so much like my masked/unmasked Rorschachs, because I just have to get both versions despite them being the exact same figure just with different heads. Christ.

There's an awesome JLU Harley Quinn too, and I so want her...plus the new Legion of Superheroes action figures. I am such a friggin' nerd. I had to organize a whole shelf for my action figures. It's gonna get even more crowded D: Sorry Bruce's, gotta make way for more Terry's.